June 7, 2005

Job Search and Personality Tests

Job Search and Personality Tests

I wanted to wite something about my struggle for happiness in my work and did some research about keywords that people use to find a job on the internet. I found that there are many people looking for things like “blow job” and “hand job”. Makes you wonder what is the best business on the internet.

I already for some time work and play with my computer. First just as a hobby, but now its pretty serious and it is my main source of income, in one or another way. It all happened by accident, and with support of a few nice people. They saw the nerd in me, and helped me make it come out.

I am self employed, at the one hand I like this, and am proud that I can survive like this. At the other hand I long for working together on “things”. It seems that because of my personality, may be a bit arrogant and stubborn, this “working together” is the hardest job of all.

The other day I tried to convince someone how beneficial I would be to his company, what great things my presence would bring. He took notes of all my ideas, and nodded yes, yes. He said that because of my personality it would be hard. I tried to be a little submissive, but I didn’t think it worked out.

Later I saw this guy again, and his lack of interest in what I had to tell made me shake, because of anger and feeling of failure.

It was my wake up call, another personality test. It may well be that I will be self employed for a long time. Never liked offices anyway.

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